did not make it

yesterday was terrible, I did not clear the Editorial test, one of the steps in getting the job of an Equities Correspondent with Reuters. I wanted to use this job, if I had gotten it, as a means to do something better....but now I guess I have to go back to fielding those questions about what I am doing.

so many things suddenly seemed to be falling into place when I was jolted by this news. i want to get out and see the world but how, I have no job and my passport is taking ages to come by..

I am frustrated by my own country, but I will not make a list of all the things that piss me off....I am not here to change things but want to live life without being obstructed by depressing news and annoying cultural traits and issues and if that involves getting out of here...... I understand it involves a lot of hard work..